TOUCH - MOVE!!!

Touch - Move! The rule is, when you hold a piece at the chess board you must take a move and place it at any square possible - walang bawian ika nga. Same goes to our lives. Although theres a second chance, once we choose a path there is no turning back.

This misadventure actually started when i was unable to report for work for uncertain reasons. Then when i came back, my world collapsed bit by bit. Sa pagkakaalala ko, I asked a workmate yesterday for my plotted schedule this week - it was a 4am to 1pm shift. Geez closing pa rin!!! Pero oks lng dahil sanay na. Mejo excited nga ako at kinakabahan kaninang madaling araw pagkagising ko bago pumasok because hindi ko alam kung paano ko haharapin ang aking superiors at kung anong sasabihin ko sa kanila to save my ass! Anyway I made sure na maaga akong makakaalis ng bahay para di ako late na makarating dahil mas badtrip kapag naging ganoon ang sitwasyon. Ehehehe..

I took a mejo patok na jeepney ride along with the early birds - yung iba papuntang palengke dala ang kanilang mga paninda at ilang bayong and yung iba'y mukang papasok din sa napakaagang trabaho. It was the usual day at habang binabaybay ng sasakyan ang kahabaan ng highway ay mejo hindi ako mapakali sa mga sermong maaari kong marinig mamaya sa office.

Finally there i was at my destination and twas like the phase of time was a bit slower. Also my heart was pounding unstable while i was walking through the stairway papuntang entrance. Inside, i went to the locker room to get my headset and my water bottle then i  immediately headed to the restroom to ensure i will be a bit presentable kung sasabunin man ako sa loob ng call floor. tsk! Paglabas ng restroom ay dali-dali akong nagpunta sa glass door entrance papasok ng office. Toot toot! After the alarm for my door access i heard someone calling my name. Buong name ko actually - and thats unusual because they call me by my nickname. Geez! Twas my new Team Leader behind and was holding a cup of coffee. I was breathless that moment until she asked if ano na ang nangyayari saken.. But I was speechless.

I was even more surprised when she look at my headset and said na di ako pwede magtake ng calls today dahil she tagged me as AWOL sa command center and then she gave me my options. I apologized  for what i did but i didnt know why i decided so quickly and mentioned that i might or will be resigning and leaving the company. Damn! Did I made the right move or did i just made another senseless act? With no questions asked, she preceded and spoke to our head about my situation and it was official. Now all i have to do is to submit my resignation letter to make the deal professional.

It was a really bad experience for me this day that i made the wrong move and im thinking na bawiin ko yung mga sinasabi ko but i need to stand on my decisions. Touch - Move and Checkmate na nga! Eventhough i consulted my team mates and some co-workers and close heads, although theyre sad about it since theyre expecting more of me - the decision was quite unanimous (parang boxing lang). Its better to leave now and look for a new rather than wait for 30 days more para ibalik ako sa work. Well accdg to them the chances are not that big enough - besides Xmas is near and dapat may income ako when it strikes. :'(